Boy it wasn't a really nice experience..

It may be seen that everyone literally enjoyed themselves throughout the camp, but the unhappiness is more than a thousand times more than happiness to me in the camp.

First day evening:

Oh I set a mindset that it will be a successful camp.

Nightwalk was fun, lots of fun things happened, scared the freshies out of their wits and the decorating of the corridor, from my slamming of the fire extinguisher to grabbing of their legs and screaming at them with a few other programmers, it was very fun indeed!! (but the waiting time was too boring LOL)

First day night:

Oh finished the nightwalk, cleared up the mess and whatever, returned to our programmers' room and slacked and emo for quite some time, until I can't take it anymore. Nobody talked to me! I'm just like fuck, emoing and fondling with my itouch? I talked to them but what the? Some ignored me and whatever, I just launched my bag up the floor with bathing equipments and headed to the toilet in sports complex.

Then when walking past the mushroom, I saw the gate at the bridge no locked. So I went home to refresh myself up, lighten my load and head back to school.

Entered the programmers' room and wow, almost everyone were not in the room, so I just went out and walked around the campus.

Walked to the sports complex and sit down there enjoying the view whilst playing songs until I can't take it anymore, and head to the mushroom to slack and played with itouch again.

Super bored....................

And suddenly I thought of the sandwich machine in Business school. Ooo in a blink of an eye I just craved for the sandwiches hahaha!

So I took a stroll to Business school and gacha-ed 2 sandwiches and ate them, and I think the $2.80 sandwich was more delicious than the $2.30 chicken and cheese sandwich.

Err.. Hi I'm telling you that I ate alone sitting on a bench in Business. Isn't it sad?

Second day was pretty nothing much interesting, having station 2 with flour and mentos and the water games.

Ok and I admit it was my fault for shoving some of my friends into the tray of flour, with you people scolding FUCK, but seriously I meant no harm, I said sorry and you did not even bother to reply me, so I'll guess that you just gave me a damn fuck out of your life. Fullstop.

Couldn't I have some fun with you people like how bryson jordan and darrick threw water bombs at you all??

This is like an obvious of treating me like a donkey, or rather, sarcastic.

If you weren't my friend, I would not have even bother to play with you at all right?

Am I a really idiotic guy who nobody wants to make friend with?

Or does people hate me because of my attitude/behaviour or anything?

Why can I make good friends with people in IIT school, people in Business school but can't when I'm talking about my own course? It's my own course and I can't get along with the people well.

Why do I even chose AMS as my Diploma course? I should choose BUS related courses back then.

Like after break camp, we were walking along the level 6 corridor the way to mushroom, some of you people were behind me, and we walked more than 50 metres, then all of you took cargo lift and with only me taking the normal lift.

GUESS WHAT.

I found out from myself that my bag was unzipped. Like what the hell? why didn't you guys tell me my bag was unzipped? we walked for so long and you people did not bother to inform me.

Am I your friend or what? If so, why didn't you people correct me about this?

Like I really felt I wasted a year to treat you guys as friends, when you just treated me like a junk.

Why did I even skipped my thor movie that was booked in thursday to go for the 1 hour camp dryrun? $9 just for the 1 hour dryrun? And then it turned up that this camp actually sucks for me. Wasted another 2 days. Do you even know that I also cancelled my working shift just for this 2 day 1 night camp? This was so unfair. I had to say that this camp SUCKS, if not, I'll be letting myself down over this matter, seriously.

And lastly, think people, think.. Why do I even write this super unhappiness issue on my blog??

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Tomorrow will be the AMS freshmen camp and I'm freaking looking forward to it HAHA

Wonder how will the nightwalk goes and the amazing race and also the wet games!!!!!

Although it sounds stupid, but I'd like to hide in a rubbish bin and scare and I mean, literally SCARE the wits out of the freshmen haha I'd like it more if they scream like there's no tomorrow :D

It will be a good chance to meet the year 1's and get to know about them yea!

Programmers FTW!!!!

Let's make it a success guys!

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I'm back after several days of laziness hahaha

Don't know why but I'm interested in anime these days :/ I'm catching Shaman King and D.N.Angel ++ a lot more.. Haha..... maybe it was a bad timing to start an interest in this hobby - school's starting soon and aww~ D:

Watching the episode 37 of Shaman King, just a few more and I'll get to bed, tomorrow'll work from 12 - 4 haha what a great day :D

Ops it's later, lol because the time is 1:11am, Sunday now. hahaha x)

Aye so sad, school's starting soon.. everything's gonna be alright.. :D

Made so many friends during this holiday ^-^

From work.. online.. anywhere :D Oh and last time after my yfc lesson I went to Justacia with my siblings and suddenly a guy whom worked in the restaurant asked me if I'm from SYFC.. I am like O-O wow SYFC so famous.. I wore the yfc shirt back then. hahaha

Many recalls from work.. I had fun while working x)

Meeting new friends, and OH yea, some new people will be working in our branch soon~

1 of it lives near me!! haha the name sounds like a girl (*hint hint)

LOL maybe after work can walk back together aww... :D

And while working on last thursday, 2 female customer came for the hi - tea buffet and 1 of them told me my name was also her brother's name. LOLLLLLllllllllllllllllll -.-

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Yes I do not know you that well, but why? Why do I feel sour when people chatted about both of you? Is this what people called jealousy? You just appeared out of nowhere recently and I'm already here viewing your little facebook posts every hour. What does this mean?

No I can't like you, you're already gone from my grasp. I don't have the rights to fall in love with you. Please get out of my heart now. I'm feeling terrible.. Your face kept flashing past my eyes whenever I close them.. But, can you cure this despondency of mine? I don't know why but I wanted to see you again. Can you hear that my heart is in pain?

You took over her inside me, so sudden until I had already fallen for you. Just thinking of elias made me thought about her back then, but my mind chose you to think about currently. No, that can't be. It was almost 2 years since I last talked to her. I do not want to be a burden to her. Then what about you? Our last face to face conversation was on 8th april. I couldn't forget that day. What was I thinking of?

I'm in fear that I would dream of him and you getting married. Why? No, I could never love a girl within a day, what was in me? Am I cursed? I wanted you to read this blog post so much.. But on the other hand, I wish you would not. I am in a dilemma.. Am I afraid that you will ignore me?

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But guess what? I survived! x)

Thank goodness I neither crashed the aircraft nor cut off mixture control.

Also, I saw the waters Lower Pierce Reservoir is dirtier than of Upper Pierce Reservoir, but.. why? LOL

I want to visit that enormous pathway that existed because of vivo and sentosa. Aww what a sweet way to put that. hahaha

I'm being fucking random.. ok let's look on.

Hmm.. what should I write? Oh I'm listening to this song "Love is like Spring" aka "Love is Green", sung by Subin (I love her voice! so sweet~~~~ so ladylike~~~~ LOL)

I added the song, sang live, on my ipod touch mixpod lol~ Hark it x)

And I've been keeping myself to be hardworking by using thesaurus to find words with similar meanings.

Nobody would've ever guessed how was work like yesterday. Super fucking at ease.. There was only 2 to 5 tables all the way to closing. Epic ftw. I started doing covers and trays at 8.30pm. What an exciting day. Supposed to do tables & chairs but since nobody was in charge of belt, trays and covers, we shared the closing together. JOANNE FTW!!

Oh she helped me to change my staff's account name to XIANGRONG LOL. What a cheerful person is she!

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I did my best ice blended mocha - took Zhonghua's iphone to snapped several photos. haha i love that blended mocha.

just as usual, working means working.. It was a damn sian job seriously, i should go fuck myself on the wall. But the people there makes it a good working environment. Really.

Ayez i feel sleepy. I'll get to bed soon.

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Yay i did my FIRST EVA SORTIE ON TUESDAY 5 APRIL 2010

I did taxy from yankee to the runway, didn't take note which runway it was. D: woots!

I was DAMN nervous when we were parking on the runway.

Sir Siva did the take off, and hell what? i will remember the feeling of seating on the captain's seat the first time taking off.

It was after all, my first time riding on a plane x) i didn't travel overseas via jet craft before.

I saw Bukit Timah Hill, Ang Mo Kio Hill, Upper and Lower Pierce Reservoir, the golf course, SINGAPORE ZOO!!!!!! And many more!! :D I saw how big is Johor and the ships at shipyards. I saw how I flew past and above the CLOUDS!! OMG it was beyond your imagination alright!...

It was close to 5000 feet above the ground, i had had a chance to maneuver the aircraft up down left right diagonally 4 sided OMG i even stepped on the rudder and experience the movement of the aircraft!!

After exploring the airfield about the landmarks of singapore for close to an hour, Sir Siva did the landing call and my goodness, the first time i experienced a landing of aircraft.

Thanks YFC for making my first dream come through.

I made 2 new friends on my work yesterday! Andy and Jasmine! Hello guys!

They're pretty cool persons, they'll hide everything from you. LOL

If Jasmine is single, i might consider.. hahaha ops :O

Bad thing is that when we met first time at work will also be the last time at work. Sobs FML

Not enough time to know about them though..

Few more weeks to school re-opening :D and also D:

Hope to see Engine School getting the overall champion from the Business School, they've won quite enough already.

But heck, we won the regatta and lost the overall last year.. No way! we cheered the loudest and were the best!! The judges were blind and deaf back then. hahaha

Kinda like the new Pokka Strawberry tea, supplied me with a refreshing notion. x)

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oh i did fizzy dinosaur after closing in the restaurant, nice TTM initially.. until the whip cream comes in.. AAAHHHHH i wasn't experienced in doing whips lol, made a damn cui fizzy dinosaur with a cherry on top.

my batch's got people proceeding to phase 1 le~ congrats la people!! hope they will pass and make it to phase 2 ^v^

but i hadn't had my 1st sortie :( i'm damn pekchek uh! later's gonna be my 1st sortie!! wtf! If later got cat 1 or no aircraft, i'm gonna run 100 miles per hour and bang my head against the wall. LOL i'll die from it. lame.

holidays are almost over :/ i'm into a dilemma.. i want holiday but again i want schooling.. can we ever have schooling in a holiday??

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