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Purple And Black Rose
Monday, March 21, 2011 Y

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.
(Source: kelvinween)

Hell yea, this showed half of my image out to the crowd. Am I Emotional? I don't think so. perhaps sentimental? Yeah, perhaps.

I've done too much, I'd stop doing it and I left ________ alone. Hopefully a year later i could forget the name of the person in the blank. Hopefully? 1 year? 5 year? Or unforgettable?


What have I been doing during this holiday? Nope, just nothing.. Is it even a holiday? Maybe.
Surfed net.. Outing with my sisters.. Played some stupidly plain boring games online.. Oh the best part was the after-buying-of-itouch-sensation. A day for jail breaking, a day for synchronizing, days for troubleshooting problems between jailbreak and itunes??(Oh I hate this part ttm, Seriously) Days for transferring music and apps.. whatever.. why itunes?

I am so attracted to my living timezone i actually forgot to attend yfc's lesson. guess the reason? read on:
i thought that day was a friday until i checked the timetable in my living room. SATURDAY. aww man Thanks You. that time was after 8pm.

Helped out my father in his work on that day(that saturday lol->i thought it was a friday FML!) from morning to about 5pm(well the piling up of worktime was even less than an hour, i slacked all the way) and i got 50 bucks LOL.. Maybe missing yfc for 50 buck was a great deal after all.. :D heh

the Mac that is close to TP had shut down due to renovations Oh man I went there WHAT A WASTED TRIP. So there'll be KFC the only fast food outlet near TP when school reopens.. we didn't even had KFC food together for like a year LOL. the only 2 value meals I like was the banditto pocket and cheezy meltz.

I'm already feeling damn bored at home, how I wished school reopens after i awoke from my coming sleep. hehehe
Stucked with the yfc on saturdays, sometimes having sims and sorties on certain potential days.. working like 2-3 days in a week.. the schedules come out like a week before and yfc is the worst, like just inform you there's a sim/sortie the day before.. well you haven't prepared your knowledge and stuff, of course you'll cancel it right.

there's this bloody great instructor when I had my sim WTF. I was taxying in sim to W3 runway 03 and the speed of moving was estimated to be 15-20km/sec and I was about to turn right, I pushed the right brake and moved the throttle to perfect "idle" position.

guess what.
read on..

the plane(well DUH) turned right and after it reached the turned angle I expected, I press and hold the left brake. But the plane doesn't stop!! It continued to turn right so hard that you are turning right as in circles like the right landing gear is the center position and the plane kept turning and turning for several rounds before it came to a stop. What the hell is this? I pressed both brakes like crazy back then and I'd almost punctured the brake out of the system. The plane doesn't stop? Nice one. The instructor scolded me for playing with the sim.

Next turn, it happened again when i turned left. I was SUPER pissed off with the simulator man. Does a real plane behaves this way? The instructor became furious and took out a expandable metal stick(which teachers used for lessons) and HIT me:

Instructor: "Press the brake, BOTH BRAKES."
Me: "Sir I pressed the brakes already! It just won't stop turning!"
Instructor: "Press harder lah! you never pump the footbrakes is it?"
Me: "Sir I pumped a lot of times already ma, you got saw ma.."
Instructor: "Eh you coming for sim uh, you serious about it or not? If not uh, I will send you home hor. Be serious la! If you don't listen to my orders, I will use the stick to make sure you understand the stick hor."
Me: "... Yes sir.."

can someone tell me is it permitted for instructors to take a stick to hit a student if he is unable to perform something that has technical errors in the machine? I supposed that the instructors are volunteers in yfc, or is it even a job? Despite any or the 2, i felt that students like me do not deserve such a treatment like this, we wanted to learn to fly, experience the flying, but do the instructors need to resort to this mean as to hit student? I mean.. what can I say during the sim?I'll be crossed out of the sim if I "Hey stop beating me you maniac, I'm not a slave of yours and you are just my instructor-that's it. You are not even fit call my surname when you showed disrespect to me."

What will happen if I respond this to the Ops section? Will even anyone support me? I'm losing my will in yfc. The instructors are so BAD. Although yea, you are training us for Discipline, but so what? Did you see a Commando hitting and beating a newly recruit just because he cannot Sedia properly?

that's it, stay tuned ghosts, cos nobody will read my blog :D it's so dead.


{{ 21.3.11 -
AmaranthineAlways


Sunday, March 6, 2011 Y

6/3/11

Hai i'm back!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Heiyo - Hello you!
that's ma call sign ya know!! :D

Last friday, 4 March:
i went to nihon mura @ E-Hub with my sister and working colleagues for lunch.. and indeed LUNCH it was! each person settled the bill with about $19++ - less than 20 bucks and hell yea we had so much fun!
It may be the first time we had such a gathering, but that may be the last we will be having..
weejie will be continuing his studies thus he quited.
guoping left cos he wanna have a chance to relax before the commencement of poly life. understood! last year i quited my previous job early for the same reason..
hoting resigned as of some of his personal reasons, not in favor to ask though..

well, at least there's still ryan, lillian, kevin, silvester ++ more whom will be staying here..
and Oh yea regina came back!! hope she will stay for quite a period :/
with everybody's gone, there's no reason to continue working there man..

gahahaha stopping that emo-side DESTINE!!
after that we pool-ed for almost an hour at funkyballs and watch I Am Number Four!
a fantastical-fabulous-fanciful-fictitious movie!
i got addicted to it and i bought a copy of the book :




now's sunday and tomorrow morning's the day i'm leaving singapore to genting..
kinda lazy but anticipation kept me going throughout the long weekend. feeling captious about my mindset why haven't i start packing up my items, i just slacked throughout the 2 days..

Hey i think my previous sentence is great! very impactive! People ya can use it for composition - it's free from copyright LOL just kidding.. just when you failed, don't blame me okay.

wondering why the mind was full of her, i juggled my interest between hers and what was i doing??


{{ 6.3.11 -
AmaranthineAlways






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