30/4/10
happy birthday to
tasman and
ryan (Y)
it's really a rare occasion to have 2 mates' in a day.
i think i'd tried too hard to be someone i'm not, so i'll stay the way i am. ^^
but a thing i had to admit, that is
my class only sang birthday song to tasman during WRTORAL but not to ryan?
to me that was so 'fuck'.
it's a 2 people date and there's only 1 person who got the limelight.
if i were ryan i would had just grabbed my bag, walked out of tut room and slammed the door straight.
imagine it's your birthday and you didn't get any birthday wishes.
plus the worst thing is that your mates only sang to tasman.
by the way i'm standing in between my great friends, i can't do nothing when 1 person solely gets the limelight while another stays in a corner.
i admire ryan seriously, he actually don't mind all these.
only thing i can do is to focus my sincerity to ryan is to talk with him and wish him.
i guess i'm the only person in my class who actually showed this level of concern to my mates.
while taking the FACOM notes, i dared to ask everyone in my class :
did anyone asked where has ryan gone to?
the answer is simple : no.
i had called him back then to confirm where he went mans.
he joined his other friends for lunch, without taking the notes, and just asked louise to safe keep his notes.
our class is somewhat split into 2 groups for guys.
i tried to be in both, but was outcasted in the 1st.
it's really hard.. really.
i had a lot to learn from ryan, even though i may be older than him.
ok bring to an end for that unhappiness.
i was wondering what happened to me for goodness sake!
yesterday i walked with my sister past a garden around 8pm+ back home and i suddenly recalled b/g relationship. Omgwthballs!
do i actually admire couples or admire myself free from girls?
these days i just can't help but cast my eyes to a girl.
and the worst thing is that that girl is somewhat related or behaves mysteriously like dandan.
i believe i'ma crazy balls.
'mysterious' has a significant meaning to me.
i'm so surprised that she mentioned that word in class.
i believe i had made a right decision to lost contact with her.
i had no regrets now. i let her flew and she was happy
we would had suffer more if still together.
she had lost the enthusiasm to chat with me, she's busy with her life, but i'll remember the fun we had back then, although we almost became together that time.
i'll remember what you said to me when you're in the flyer.
by the way i'm seriously a easy-crier and a sensitive person
i just wished you would not read my blog or even pass here at all.
{{ 30.4.10 -
AmaranthineAlways
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 Y
28/4/10
that can only prove 1 thing - our class was not bonded at all.
that's what happened during APEL.
timetable stated that our tutorial was supposed to be in blk 21-4-94.
few or us went in the classroom, but after 10min there were nobody except us.
only to find that our CP had changed venue after calling our mates.
i'm disappointed in our class.
nobody actually took the initiative to call us to find out where we were.
and i'm quite happy - conversed with kelly just now.
that was the longest talk so far we met. hahahaha
i'm looking forward to talk with the girls more, so there's balance between my hands.
tomorrow will be the worst starting day of bringing heavy loads to school!
Omgwthballs several thick notes stucked into my bag for goodness sake!
now i'm only left with WRTORAL homework yay!
i'll do that tomorrow!
happy birthday to jordan on 27th april!
next up is tasman and ryan on 30th april! x)
i discovered that shatelle's birthday is on 23rd jan!
then i'm on 29th jan and lloyd's on 30th jan!
our class had such a nice combination! hahaha :D
{{ 28.4.10 -
AmaranthineAlways
Tuesday, April 27, 2010 Y
27/4/10
i'm damn disgusted by FACOM already! (Y)
i understand the expansion valve and compressor,
and don't for the evaporator and condenser!!
10am-11am my mind was blank.
then after that was lab PRNASC
-by our lecturer Harharah!(HAHAHA)
aw seriously i should improve my handling of gears
playing handheld portable games like PSP which have games that flies could be great.
yea i should play more of these.
he showed us how to make the plane fly and THAT'S VERY COOL!!
(cool? cool?! cool! cool! THAT'S VERY COOL, THAT'S VERY COOL, THAT'S VERY COOL!)
hahahaha ok ignore my previous line. x)
the lab session only signifies a word
-cool
yea that's about it ba.
{{ 27.4.10 -
AmaranthineAlways
Saturday, April 24, 2010 Y
24/4/10
AMS camp on friday to saturday :
overall it was fun, although there were quite a hiccups.
but the last day before the breakcamp,
i felt like an outcast sia.
i tried to be in the group but i'm kinda stucked halfway in between.
i'm always the one communicating with them.
when they got issues they just spread among themselves and left me out.
the feeling is damn terrible.
imagine they do things like chatting, taking pictures..
they missed out you cos you sat somewhat away from their row
i only wanted existence in their hearts, is it so difficult?
can't you people treat me normally like them?
i'm starting to dislike this damn class.
i won't say out what this class is, but i hoped they would change for the better.
i guessed i have to mark my own quotation :
i live my happiness
i live my sadness
i live my life
i live my world
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if this carries on, i would give up.
i will live my way then
that's the end of my life.
{{ 24.4.10 -
AmaranthineAlways
18/4/10
ENGINE WON the REGATTA!!!
BUT we lost the overall champ.. D:
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NEVERMIND, we are still the CHAMPION in my heart!! x)
friday i left school early during the regatta, then went to temasek sec.
yea for pop.
and then for the awards.. lol
surprisingly, i got this trophy :
TMSSJAB 2010
XIANG RONG
PSP SIR
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LOLOLOL!!!
that's funny lo!
{{ 18.4.10 -
AmaranthineAlways
16/4/10
My Goodness, i LOVE my group 03 man!!
just the second day of the freshmen's camp and i know everyone~
and i danced the tp mass dance with
athira. LOL haha!
she is really good at 'slapping' people hehe :p
then
jordan.. HAHAHA..
aiya why he went to toilet?
should continue ma!!
then wa there very warm leh.
every guys were like sweating profusely like showering!
school starts next monday~
i wonder what will happen then.
tomorrow is the regatta..
engine's dream is to win the regatta as champion.
lol i wanna see what would happened if we got hold of champion~
i'm motivated by all the seniors to do my best!!
if not i shall get more homework from my lecturers ok!! (ops)
{{ 16.4.10 -
AmaranthineAlways
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 Y
13/4/10
WWEEEW~
it's already mid april~ time flies!!
next week i'm gonna start schooling le x)
tomorrow there's orientation camp which lasts for 3 days
hope i can get to know friends in my course yea.
i wanna try the dragon boating in the 3rd day!!
but there's sjab pop in temasek at night sia!! -.-
just some recap with the adult first aid course and exam thingy.
the questions were so different from what we were being taught mans!
and the passing mark is 16/20 and above. walaows..
but i managed to pass the theory without 2nd attempt!! :D
and the practical exam was kinda easy though.
just some tilting of head and compressions with blowing after that.
aww.. too bad for those people whom will anyhow accuse me of kissing..
i used face shield btw LOL xp
and i learned a lot of applications of first aid which my seniors did not even taught me.
and that's cool btw.
and there's only like 2 senior ncos in zone 2? LOL.
and officers are asking for volunteers filling up the places for nco course in end of year :/
i want to get in safety or logistics dept. please!!
or not i think i won't go for the nco course la! ._.
i don't wanna go volunteer and kena scoldings that make me breakdown again!!!!!!
{{ 13.4.10 -
AmaranthineAlways
Thursday, April 8, 2010 Y
8/4/10
phew, it's so late now and i'm blogging cos ther's nothing to do here~
going 4am soon and i dont feel sleepy.
maybe i'm becoming a nocturnal animal soon!!~ :)
i'd just wake up, eat, play and sleep these days.
and when there were occasions when my peeps and i gathered out, i would be jumping for joy like mad! Hohoho~.
Soon, aww.. this coming sat and sun are the adult first aid course/exam, 10th and 11th!!
Ooo~ that's quite creepy..
then they said the exam would be a piece of cake!!
i wondered if that's true??!
benjamin is also taking the exam THIS SUN!! WHOOHOO~
ANYWAYS, i'm transferring to TEMASEK soon i hope? lol
TEMASEK AA GOT 1ST PLACE!!~!~~~!! CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOO~
AC GOT 2ND PLACE, AND NC GOT 3RD PLACE!!! YAYHOO~~~~
but i also didn't do that much luh LOL.
just taught them TOC : transportation of casualty!
Anyway!
yuwei owed me for bringing my capbadge all the way from tampines to lavender to lend him just for the competition early in the morning~ SEE I SO GOOD LO!! HAHAHA
all thanks to them i found out that i still could do at least 20 push-up at once! :D
but still, i felt somewhat different when i knew that they had won those placings!!
it's SO SO different from what i felt towards junyuan.
perhaps the choice of leaving junyuan might be the best choice made for everyone.
i didn't want to tell any friends, seniors and juniors..
but i guess they knew it already.. BOO
and OHYA my 2 trophies are STILL IN THE JUNYUN SJ ROOM MANS!! -.- WTH..
i borrowed them everything and they just won't return back.. LOL
maybe i should find 1 day to return and retrieve back my trophies!!
ARGH!! and i still have to meet them -.-
the last date when i went back junyuan with
kuanjie, they just told us to teach the sec 1's bandaging.. >:(
LIKE WTH? we came back to see how junyuan sj had been doing and you just throw things back on us to do?
I MIGHT AS WELL STAYED AT HOME NEVER CAME BACK AND BRING MYSELF TROUBLES LO.
and now i'm being stucked in between junyuan and temasek.. holy freaking piece of angel la!
last gathering with
russell,
zhenyang,
xuanen and
jiayuan, i saw a great looking bag in BUGIS JUNCTION!!
THE DICKIES DE!! IT'S LIKE WOW MAN~~ FABULOUS!
THEN THERE'S ANOTHER NICE ONE IN TM!! WEWUWEET!!
CONSIDER AND CONSIDER PLEASE XIANGRONG AR~
and WOW the chicken cutlet rice
zhenyang introduced to us was SO YUMMY CAN!
then i came back to tamp and tried chicken rice.
WALAO, TAMP DE CHICKEN RICE IS SO LOUSY AS COMPARED TO BUGIS ROADSIDE DE LO!?!
WHOEVER WANTS ME TO INTRO MA? LOLOL SUPER NICE LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i changed my bank book! :DD
i'm mature to use signature liao leh! my goodness!
i felt so shiok using signature for deposits and withdrawal~~
who CARES about NETS? LOLOL
i just bring my i/c and my bankbook with my left hand to any branch to sign!! HAHAHAHHA!~ :PP
and i'm still trying to find that red base white star headphone among blogshops. GAH.
{{ 8.4.10 -
AmaranthineAlways
Thursday, April 1, 2010 Y
1/4/10
watched ''how to train your dragon'' 3D yeah.
it's super nice movie man!
so far + by far the one of the best movie i've watched.
next time try out cathay probably
cos GV de seat made my butt sick and tired of it.
lala~ bye!
{{ 1.4.10 -
AmaranthineAlways
