just as i thought that joining temasek would be fun.
mr toh was nice + great.
so now what i should do is to wait for the freaking adult first aid thingy? :/
competition's next sunday and they aren't getting anywhere.
but it's the same case as us last time?
trained for.. 3 days? to get 3rd placing?
oh my goodness, that's crappy ._.
why can't we just train 1 day and get 1st place?
gah that's impossible.
snco of temasek, only me, hm 1 person?
and the rest are officers.
oh nazura is leaving, hell god.

can't say i betrayed junyuan, because i chose this path bleh!
blah blah blah people in junyuan might dislike me, i don't give a damn.
they were not welcoming me anyway, dots!

23/3/10

'AN APPLE A DAY, MAKES YOU SMILE ALWAYS'
that's my signature.
i went through my blog throughly, from 1st post till my last.
i recalled how fun those times were.

anyway i just thought that my blog song is so suitable for me.
then only thing i thought while running through these posts
was dandan.
yea, nobody knew who dandan was except her and me.
yea i knew i hurt her 1st
i really really really hurt her deeply
no matter what i do, she wouldn't forgive me right?

she was my gengjio
my bsmn
my goondoo
my mogu
my sugarcane
and my dandan

i hope she still remembered dundun
then i can put down this memory.
she was very different from other people in my eyes.
i told her stuffs that i did not even tell anyone.
she told me stuffs that she did not even tell anyone.
the 1st time i felt so happy when she smsed me
'i just thought of you' at the peak of singapore flyer.

my tear just dropped during this post
seriously

TEMASEK SEC WIN!!!
YAY i mean i'm soo serious that i really hope temasek AA and AC to win leh!
i literally stayed 2 full days with them training.
let me write down who took the time to fork in effort for them mehs~

benjamin, hanying, nazura (ops?), bambang, yujun, alan, sien, louise, moses, asther, (2 more people which i don't think i should write their names here) and me!
look at these people which came down to temasek training camp!
i really hope they can win anglican high!
BUT, it's going to be a tough fight, and it almost seems impossible.

changkat groups came to temasek, but to find out that their attitude was seriously shitty
the girls went to toilet, never inform us.
they went to buy drinks, never inform us.
they enter temasek sjab room, come in le then ask for permission. zZZZzzzZ
then i really du lan le. i banged the chair on the ground.
and asther said something like 'Waa not happy ar? you want to fight?' :/
haha i just wanted to scare them only LOLOL.

then there's a part when i entered the classroom and just said :
"WHO WANT ME TO COMMAND YOU FOOTDRILL ONES, FOLLOW ME. THOSE WHO DON'T WANT IT, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO YOU."
then i walked out of the room.
and in the end only 3 AA cadets followed me(but the rest of AA were busy luh), i really admire them, i mean they really wanted to train for competition, not just for winning, but just the sake of giving their really best.
like i feel, who doesn't want to win the competition?
but the feeling that i get from them was very different from junyuan and anglican de people.
junyuan de like lazy bus ones, play here play there.
anglican de like win very boasting, lose le diao people like want revenge de.
then benjamin said he last time win competition le anglican AC diao them like not happy,
then bernard sir saw then said something like : "why not happy?"
and i really think that bernard sir is also unhappy with anglican's winning lo.
i'm not criticising my friends in anglican lah, but i feel that they should really reflect on their actions luh.
sometimes their actions really make people sick.
temasek ones were like , their will to put in effort and giving their best were incomparable with the other schools.
they can even punish themselves 50 push ups for 1 mistake they made.
and they do on the spot 50 straight.
wow i tell you uh, if my corp got like this, i surely go back to my corp de, no kidding.

it's seriously how amazing that i trained the 3 AA cadets footdrill for 5 minutes only, and they gave me feedback that my training was really a training.
HAHAHAHA they felt really energetic and warmed up thanks to it.
and the TOC part..
they surely always will remember me liao~ HAHAHAHHAAHAHAH
thanks to the 2 metre high 'WALL' which i set up? LOLOLOL

and back home on bus i chatted with asther.
i don't know why the more i talked to her the more i REALLY TALK MAN.
i was like just normally treated asther as her, which i don't understand why in the first place.

yeah i really cheer for temasek in the bottom of my heart~

16/3/10

but it can be seen just how truly that temasek sec invited me to their camp.
of course i accepted it, unlike my own school which doesn't even invited any of the seniors back.
from now i think that jysjab is really hopeless although there are like 4 tics?
i'd always had issue about their training method.
i always advice them to train the newly recruits footdrill 1st before starting on first aid.
but they just won't listen.
now look at jysjab..
the moment i stepped into the cca, all i can see are people with lousy footdrill and discipline.
they can even go to the extend of not calling/respecting you.
come on la, we used our time to come back and i think we'd wasted our time there.

a 15 minutes break, the cadets can come back after 30 minutes.
see how terrible that is?
and after every training day they planned for games.
like what the hell is this?
we only had games once per month back then.
now i just feel that jysjab is just a cca where you can come to play every tuesday and friday.

and what's the matter of only sending 1 cadet to bnco course?
and worse still, why were there no cadets for anco?
to me, OC, this position is only for those capable of going for both bnco and anco and also managed to pass them.
and the basic principle of this position is that he/she must be good in footdrill.
without it, how do you even overcome any basic ceremony?
so i told myself that soon, if they are selecting someone to be the OC, they only had 1 option : that is to choose that cadet lo.
time watch : 6.51am
yeah looks like i have to prepare going to temasek soon,
at least their camp IS a training camp, and i foresee a lot of enthusiastic cadets participating.

13/3/10

nowadays i'm having 2 meals in 1 day.
what's so funny? i mean i'm neither too thin nor fat right?
ok i won't go for a laptop now.
i'll try to focus on exercising after poly starts, cheers!
just treat it as a type of preparedness for NS.

hm i really don't know what to write now.
every time i came to blog is like AIYA
why do i think of that person now?

love cannot be trusted.
sometimes you wholeheartedly loved the person
and in return she kicks you 1 side and talks about not compatible or what not.
i mean, if you 2 weren't compatible, why did both of you took the time to understand each other in the 1st place?
yea when 1 initiated to be friends again, it's just an excuse to escape from reality.
i'm like gotta curse that my relationships cannot last for 6 months.

and who mentioned that IT show rawks?!
i went with my gang mates(OPS!!?!) and then found out that people there just keep trying to snatch buyers for their commissions.
but before that, we had our lunch buffet. O-O
oh and ps, that's not oxygen in the previous line.
in case people gets side-tracked, i'll continue.
humans just grabbed the brochures and see.
'OH i'm interested in this!!' and they kept the rubbish.
while 'OMG what's this junk? i'm not interested' and they just threw it on the floor.
then i was like 'COME ON, you can recycle that you know?'
but there's like no hope.
i received 1 from girl and xuanen asked something crap like 'Wow why do you take? love at 1st sight?'
but i ignored him and read it.
zz aiseh there's only like keyboards, mouses and everything crap.
and i shoved it to him, he didn't wanna take it, then i just dropped it on the floor.
dropped it, mind you, i wasn't throwing rubbish as if i'm gonna get fined for :/
and 1 more girl tilted her head and asked me about 'getting a laptop?'
after that we just walked away, but that bastard asked me again 'do you know her? she treat you so nice leh?'
come on la brother. there are so many girls working there, don't tell me if everyone tilts their head to me means something? LOL
and who wanted to board 518 but in the end don't know where to drop of de?
lol that was an exciting part, but i wanted it as confidential.

and we went to deesiao kuanjie.
he said buying notebook is only for doing work and admin stuff.
ad he wanted to buy samsung don't know what x550 for gaming.
then we read the brochure and it stated notebook?
*clap hands* i'm getting confused about your 'notebook' and 'laptop'. well done!
as he was selling printers, i asked him if i could buy a printer.
my budget was $1.
he call me go and die xDDDDD
he said he give me free plastic bag looor. ZzZzz

took MRT back, oh and xuanen kept 'Airmati'. what's the issue for mass rapid transit?
and who's english can from d7 jumped to b3 within a month?
there's i person in front of you already. (i'm boasting, sorry!)
and he actually said that i purposely failed my english in prelim.
and i actually had nothing to gain for jumping english 4 grades right?

we walked past the park, and peeped into michelle's house HA!
i saw 1 shadow in the kitchen. eww *shivers
and the issue about our school returned.
almost the whole school got repainted.
the colour red was damn disgusting. i rather you put it orange-y
and we mahjong-ed for the rest of the afternoon.
there's 1 round when xuanen was not in room, jiayuan, russell and i kept changing his tiles
then i swapped a lot of tiles and in the end xuanen got 1 中
then he returned and he threw his tile 中.
and i stunned him and i 胡 le LOL
okay that part was 'aiseh', *thumbs up
just thinking about it makes me laugh as if i'm crazy sitting in front of the computer.
okay next meeting would be even fun!

5/3/10

few more fucking days an i'm out of the cage! YOOHOO.
luckily my last day of work fall on my off day :DDDDD
4 days to be exact.
i hadn't completed the enrolment forms sua.
left photocopies and files for booklet B.
xuanen's medical report included x-ray picture, but mine only received letter? ohwow..
i bet he got tumor in his right bottom lung(isn't it where the liver is??!!?)
XUANEN, CONGRATULATIONS(i saw a white lump in his picture)
and his left lung is deflated. tsk tsk tsk(that's where the heart is?)
human body is so funny.

i regretted giving up pure bio for combine science.
okay that's over anyways.
i'm able to enter the course i like.
but nobody seems to be in with me WHAT THE HELL ._.

i'm gonna try asking mother if i can by a laptop soon.
bought le then can bring it to TP.
play blackshot or maple with zonghan.
by the way i owned him a lot times in blackshot LOL.
not exactly kill him, but kill/death mostly win him.
he pro sniper sia. Haha
ok now he's like rushing me in le -.-
cya~

late congrats to pearlynn for entering jc!~

oh that person was huiyan, because xinyu was jiayuan de sister!
YES! i'm so smart!

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