Stay inside of me

Friday, February 26, 2010 Y

26/2/10

yesterday night jieying, alvina and 1 more i forgot her name le(lol)
wanted to give a pleasant surprise for my big sister.
around 10pm+ 2nd big sister received telephone call then say is my friend.
and guess what she said?
'ask your friend don't so late call, tomorrow then call ma.' lmao
then i picked up.
jieying leh! LOL
they were at my block le.

jieying : where is xinghui?
me : living room lo.
jieying : then where you?
me : living room? LOL
jieying : does she know we are coming?
me : nope.
jieying : ok can i know which floor your house is in?
me : uh.. huh?
jieying : ok don't tell me the number in case xinghui get suspicious.
me : ok then.. i..
jieying is it from 1 to 10?
me : ya.. i..
jieying : is it 9?
me : yes ( i was trying to say 7 + 2.. ._.)
jieying : okok thanks.

this conversation was in chinese, paiseh for bad translation LOL.
ok then when they came, sang birthday song outside the house, haha.
then celebrated until12+.
the mango cake was nice!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BIG SISTER 21 LE!!

{{ 26.2.10 -
AmaranthineAlways

Wednesday, February 24, 2010 Y

they grabbed me tightly as if i'm a celebrity when they need me.
they threw me aside as if i'm a rubbish when they don't need me.
my life's sometimes like that.
how i wished friendships are like a piece of glass.
i'd jut break it when they threw me.
but within me lies a stained, red sponge.
you squeezed it and i'm bleeding dry.
thanks.

how i can live on cameron highlands afte i retire.
okay i'll set this as my goal.
make lots of money so enjoy life in cameron highlands.
butterfly farms.. strawberry farms.. rose gardens.. wide landscape views..
quiet, simple yet original life, that's great.

{{ 24.2.10 -
AmaranthineAlways

Tuesday, February 16, 2010 Y

16/2/10

要你的今天

看完了影片
你说爱情像个玻璃
稍微碰一碰
就会破碎多么可惜

走到了花园我靠你的背
你说声拒绝让我伤心了一整夜

我要你的今天
可不可给
我们手牵手一起走到海边
就坐在那个沙滩上一起欣赏黑夜
还有那闪亮的星星

不要记得昨天
分手告别
最后我只有机会亲你的脸
oh yeah ~我转身然后流下眼泪
心里只想喊一句 i love you

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看完了影片
你说爱情像个玻璃
稍微碰一碰
就会破碎多么可惜

走到了花园我靠你的背
你说声拒绝让我伤心了一整夜

我要你的今天
可不可给
我们手牵手一起走到海边
就坐在那个沙滩上一起欣赏黑夜
还有那闪亮的星星

不要记得昨天
分手告别
最后我只有机会亲你的脸
oh yeah ~我转身然后流下眼泪
心里只想喊一句 i love you

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我要你的今天
可不可给
我们手牵手一起走到海边
就坐在那个沙滩上一起欣赏黑夜
还有那闪亮的星星

不要记得昨天
分手告别
最后我只有机会亲你的脸
oh yeah.. yeah.. ohh~
心里只想喊一句 i love you~

**********fin********** -xiangrong (yay :D)

i taught my cuz chunxi on chemistry mole concept.
and it's a paper of jc. nice.
it's been ages since i touched any subjects.
i'm surprised that i can do mole calculations, which i had the most headache from this chapter.
i used a don't know what s.t.p of 22.4dm3 of whatever freak is that.
i'm surprised that i still can learn a great thing.

{{ 16.2.10 -
AmaranthineAlways

Monday, February 15, 2010 Y

i'd just be an ordinary person with undiscovered talent.
she says i'm gentle, then let it be.
there'd be no more worries about victory and defeat.
always suffered as a victim by women.
how is it feel to be me?

sister says she is a bitchy bimbo
since my confession she doesn't talk to me
'only attracting attention..forget about her..continue your life..heart sank..'
i'm gonna try that again..forget..love..loved one's..
'once strangers..then friends..strangers back'

break your heart and open a new life.
from the seed of encouragement.
brand new life, born with a little love from the angel.
start a step, to the life of journey.
soar if you can, touch the hearts of clouds.

she says my fingers are like of girls, beautiful..
especially nails.
she is a nice teacher..

{{ 15.2.10 -
AmaranthineAlways

Friday, February 12, 2010 Y

12/2/10

broke my fingernail during work.
getting careless here and there.
feet getting numb soon and after.
new year is coming and it's just not my day.

yesterday i dreamt of crystal.
crystal foo i mean. primary school de?
is it since primary 3? lol.
what, is like to me?
dream of her after 4 years? funny leh.
and my friend knew the dawn, also since primary 3 de?
and why is that after 4 years or so then i got to refreshed my memory in primary school again.

oh ya now i still hate that michelle
super show off de.
last time eoy math paper she scored 94, A*
then i only 90, A.
she laughed at me lo.
then mrs chan called me, ask me how i did my workings in my 5 marks question.
i explained to her, then she realised, and gave me the 5 marks.
so i total 95, A*, shoot back at that michelle.
i totally remembered this incident lo thanks to crystal LMAO.
since then on i knew my math skill was extraordinary from the others.

last friday i went back to school.
JYSS TOTALLY CHANGED MANS
i can't reveal more, you have to your own eyes to see.
and tuesday i went back.
my cca is a goner.
slack until i don't feel like going back anymore..
saw miss christina lin
she asked : where are you going?
me : TP.
she : which course?
me : TP aviation.
she : whoa nice~
me : thanks, haha..
like that only LOL
then i saw din, julian back to npcc, HAHAHA
and the stupid school's alumni thingy still haven't progress yet.

POP is coming!!
i just hate to cut my hair again.. just for that parade..
but i want to see my juniors pass bnco!!

{{ 12.2.10 -
AmaranthineAlways

Tuesday, February 9, 2010 Y

I DIDN'T TALK THAT MUCH,
THEN SHE(NO1) SAID I TOO QUIET.
WHEN I TALK WITH MORE ENTHUSIASM,
THEN SHE(NO2) SAY I SO CHAODDISH.
WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?

{{ 9.2.10 -
AmaranthineAlways

9/2/10

actually to me hor, kuanjie is the only person who reads my blog.
cos he's the only person who taggs in my `Shout Out Loud`..
i was hoping that `Shout Out Loud` can be MORE LOUD lo.
but nevermind :)

later i will be going back to school for my cca :D
SJAB RAWKS!!!@@@@@@@
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later someone remind me to take pictures.
haiz later must act leg injury to wear slipps to enter. -.-!@@
since today is a tuesday, gates WILL BE LOCKED.
NO ONE CAN ESCAPE CCA!!! HOHOHO
the great chance to punish those who MIA-ed on last friday.
luckily my juniors and i invented a 'Last Resort' punishment.
the Ownage GG FTW punishment.
let's see if i can use it later.

yesterday night i called my 'up up' that i cant make it for work today.
and she said it's okay~ woo

{{ 9.2.10 -
AmaranthineAlways

Sunday, February 7, 2010 Y

this is my draft of chorus for my ' 要你的今天'
woo~

我要你的今天
可不可给
我们手牵手一起走到海边
就坐在那个沙滩上一起欣赏黑夜
还有那闪亮的星星

不要记得昨天
分手告别
最后我只有机会亲你的脸
oh yeah ~我转身然后流下眼泪
心里只想喊一句
i love you

no joke, this song is made for her.
if there's a need for a bad guy, why not be me?
several days ago i clicked on her post unknowingly
what she wrote stumbled me unknowingly.
i can feel like as if there's a hidden meaning in that post.
nevermind, i'd just treat it as a silent break.
just to see that valentine's day is coming..

i suddenly felt the desire not to talk about the past.
so i made up my mind.
now she's happy, i hope.
so let's just stay this way, forever :D
i'll smile if i see you on the road, again :)
but i feel so wrong..

{{ 7.2.10 -
AmaranthineAlways

Thursday, February 4, 2010 Y

4/2/10

watch this, it's damn funneh!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD
the lyric is super nice.. just good for CNY LOL

ok now is 11.23, soo late.
just now i come across 11.11pm..
haha.. those were just a memory left to me.
i had to be the bad guy to her..
nevermind, xiangrong
remember your words :

true love is obtained when you have the courage to be able to even forget your love - destine!

i'm signing off soon~
i'll try to post up the matter with my sec 2 life next time, maybe..
bye :)

{{ 4.2.10 -
AmaranthineAlways

Wednesday, February 3, 2010 Y

3/2/10

you know i find this very ZZ. i have to remember to write the dates of my posts.
this skin just didn't include the date.
but it's nice anyways, plain, simple black.

WANT FREE SEX CALL : XXXXXXXX

LOL DON'T YOU THINK THIS IS SO SO FAMILIAR?
like those you found written on bus, toilets, walls..
just anywhere that you never thought of?

SO PLEASE DON'T THINK THESE ARE REAL FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
UNLIKE THOSE IDIOTIC AND HORNY PEOPLE.
once they saw the phone numbers the next thing they do was to CALL THAT NUMBER.
THEY ARE YET DAMN IRRITATING,I'D JUST WANNA SLAP THEM
ON 30TH JAN I RECEIVED ONE OF THE CALL.
HERE'S THE FINAL BREAKDOWN :

ZZZ.. ZZz. zz. (phone vibration)
i picked up and looked(weird number).. then answered.

me : hello?

freak : hello? excuse me, i saw your number on a bus.

me : yeah, why?

freak : it wrote ' WANT FREE SEX CALL 9XXXXXXXX '.

me : huh.. it must be a fake.(YOU ARE DUMB MAN)

freak : why?

me : come on la i didn't even board any buses these few days so how do i even write on the bus?

freak : ohh. so..

me : so what?

freak : are you interested in sex?

me : you jibai la, fuxk youself la.. zz.
(end)

LOL OKAY THE LAST PART WASN'T THAT VULGAR, I JUST EDITED THAT PART.
ACTUALLY I JUST SAID 'NO' THEN HUNG UP, BUT I REALLY FELT LIKE SCOLDING THAT FREAKIN' GUY LEI..

and what's the matter with the person who wrote my number on the bus?
are you my enemy?
or are you lucky that you tio my number like lottery when you just anyhow write.
dare not face to face chup ar?
use these kind of guailan method dee siao me.
you coward is it?
boji one seh.

do i sounded like a paikia? LOL
now these days hor, must act until like that to protect yourself de lor..

ohya there's one incident, during sec 2 :

i was walking to school past a block in the morning,
there's a group of people from my school hanging out at the void deck where i used to pass by.
there's 1 girl ask me : 'eh you from 2e1 is it?'
i don't care and just ignore them.
then 1 guy shouted : 'walao leh, people ask you things you walk away, kanina la.'
and another guy shouted : 'OI JIBAI LA, TALK TO HER LEH. FUXK YOU LA'
i du lan liao then shouted 'FUXK YOUR MOTHER JIBAI LA!!!!!!!'
then the 'guy' and 'another guy' came running out of block towards me, scolding something like 'WAA WANT FIGHT IS IT?'
as if they were preparing their fists liao.
i'd just ignored them and then walked away.
then the girl held back them and say something like 'oi don't kachiau him liao, alloy same class as him la.'

yeah right.. i 1 person solo-ed a group of boji gang.
that girl hor, was actually last time my cousins' friend, for your info.
then that 'another guy' was from the students' council, for even more info.
i would ever remember that face mans.
students' council from that moment was a FUXK.
i hate students' council.
okay that was quite a lengthy post.
next post i'm gonna tell you my relationship with my sec 2 form teacher.
not exactly so called relationship la..
okay :)

{{ 3.2.10 -
AmaranthineAlways