to : dear tingsha

although we were only together for a very short period of time, this became an important part of my life. with you, i know more about myself. with you, i had a deeper understanding of trust. you melted in the air before i can even breathe. i couldn't catch you eventually. i still hold a bit of regrets in my heart. but, all these would turn out fake without you kept in my heart. not matter what truth and lies you've told me, i treated all as the truth. even that your house was far all the way in boonlay, i felt you were just beside me back then, every second. you told me you wanted to study the course in sp, and we would be even harder to meet again. this coming year you will be having your O's, i faithfully hope you can overcome it. just one more thing, _ ____ ___.

-xiangrong

this year's christmas is not like christmas.
i had to work on christmas mans!
after working i bought food back home and celebrate.
uhh.. that's so short.
working takes away my time, but it also takes my boredom away.
yah that's about it, cya!

camp had finished, i started working..
life's so bored eh?
not really.
luckily i had my close ones with me to kick through all these difficulties.
lets start with the camp :

1st day the bunk check.
we found funny things like 10 dollar note, torch with no batteries etc.
it was like -.-
how can they brought those kind of things to camp..
3rd day PT was conducted by me.
was WOW that you all threw the job to me..
it was a long time since i did PT..
i had cramps after that.. -.-
then continue the hike.
i learned from kevin and zaki that the field cooking, you have to put in noodles, baked beans and sardines together and cook for the perfect lunch during the hike.
THE SOUP WAS DELICIOUS!!
and after that dionne cooked the noodles for me.(2 packets)
after i ate finish, i continued with my work.
then kuanjie said he cooked finished my share, AGAIN!!??
i rejected his offer, LOL
i was bloated with noodles and soup already!!
4th day campfire.
the committee did the algorithm dance.
if you are unsure, check on the youtube. haha.
and my group can 4 days never pass motion at all man!
when i was back then i did it on the 2nd day le!
then our ownage gg ftw swordfish's cheer is a secret.
only swordfish club get the permission to know.
then the 5th day, not much time to bond with the group..
everyone were too busy for the break camp.
then the exam day.
i made a mistake!!
actually they can do presentation slides!! PAISEH!
but the theory..
i can tell you straight that about 90% failed the theory paper!
BUT, nevermind, they will moderate the passing mark!
the rest are confidential.

then the little mermaid and prince charts got writtens like
'timothy love zheng ting',
'timothy love yu jun(YUCKS)',
'kuan jie love zheng ting',
'kuan jie love caiying',
'kuan jie love dionne',
'zaki love hidayah',
'WHO THE HELL IS KUAN JIE?'
kuanjie very jialat..
in this camp he became the hot topic.
like how he slept and snore, how he was related to gorilla, baboon etc
a real joker and a 3-timer. LOL

tell you a secret.. haha.
we were scolded for not scolding the basic. -.-
being 2 consecutive days of DI(the record since then, and the unbelievable one too)
i learned a bundle of new things.
the 3rd day camp of DI was the worst : the hiking day.
i got a lot of scoldings and pressure just in 1 day.
i broke down too.
maybe yvonne was the only person who knew the reason why.
but hui sin did console me.
the 4th day camp of DI again.. but i did better compared to the previous day.
luckily the campfire took much of the time.
and for this day, i got almost no negative feedback regarding myself.
i felt praised.

this camp reminded me of the days when i was in A and B NCO.
although this camp was much more lenient than before, i still felt blessed i was borned a year before.
i missed the scoldings given by the officers back then.
i missed the campfire performance that we displayed back then.
i missed those people who had went through thick and thin with me back then.
however, those were just misses.
i still carry on with my life.

PS :
to marcus and hui sin :
thanks for what you've done for me.
i learnt more from you people out of my comfort zone.
i'll come again next year, hopefully :)
-xiangrong

people don't understand how much weight they are carried in my heart.
they just thought that if i play along with them means i like them.
but actually, the ones whom i talked less frequent are the ones that i cared the most.
and the ones whom i always took the opportunities to glance at them from the side.
especially to the opposite gender.
people can call me a shy boy, but who cares?
that's life then.
you can't pinpoint this mistake out to me.
-xiangrong

i still kept the things you've given me, including the box with my name on it.
but so what?
do you still keep my things with you?
i did those things in exchange with my sweat and pain.
do you still take out those things and read the letter?
do you still treat me as back then?
if not, i think it's time to forget you.
now.
i've wasted too much time in believing you.
it's time to forget you.
it's hard, but i'll try.
if you read this and understands it, respond to me at least.

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