All i need is someone beside me, patting my back and assure everything is alright.
But the sad thing is, there is no one to do so.
Didn't you promised me that you would not visit such places without my permission? Although I approved you to visit for that 1 time on your friend's birthday, but you stepped over my trust into visiting it later at night.. And you didn't even discuss with me before deciding.
I am really hurt
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AmaranthineAlways
Wednesday, October 24, 2012 Y
Just visited this old site of mine.. Oh gawd memories keep pouring in. Let's just say I have nothing better to do, but as I read through some of the previous posts, I realised I grown a lot.
Heck things are getting more and more busy with schoolwork and project to juggle, but at least there's still free time for recreation! Recently I've been going in and out of Production Crew activities, and some of my friend's outings. Fun it was and it could not had been better! And I'll just close 1 eye regarding the rumors they've been spreading around.
I have had bad experiences with the opposite sex. Caring is one thing yah yah.. but doesn't mean I should have any feelings right? But in some cases, I'd prefer to kachiau them for idk why the reasons are, they just look fun to bully a bit and chit chat with. The advice is - take time to find out if you really admire the person or like the person, because the moment you say you like him/her and found out later that you actually doesn't so, shit's gonna get serious.
There is someone that idk if i admire or like, but yea. Mostly things turn out to be admiration in my case. But she's fun to talk to. FML
Now it is so late and I'm still typing, but who cares, today there are no lessons at all! Except the project meeting later at noon..
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AmaranthineAlways
Saturday, September 17, 2011 Y
The results were released yesterday, one word for it : disappointed.
Never knew my results were that bad for last semester.
Gotta put in more effort for the next semester.
And later there's buffet catering in my house :D
Looking forward to it!
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AmaranthineAlways
Monday, September 12, 2011 Y
Holidays are here for quite a while, I've been slacking at home/working/going out with my sisters etc..
And ohh! We went to Swensen's few days ago - big sis treated us! Think the bill was over $70 just for 3 of us.. That's a lot LOL.. But once in a while.. it was some sort enjoyable though! We shared food around, and even though I rarely eat beef (idk I having high hopes from it?), I chose the dk what beef baked rice. Oooo the baked rice was superb! Everyone should try it! :)
But however this holiday is somewhat boring to me when I'm at home.. nothing to do much except playing for online games.. watching dramas, listening to songs.. viewing some vlogs on youtube.. Just watch finished E.U. (Emergency Unit) - 學警狙擊. <<<<< IS A NICE HK DRAMA!!!!!! I'd been chasing this drama since the first season!! Although the ending wasn't what I had expected..(ah wen should be together with yao yao!!) but anyway, watching last episode around the ending part where li wen and bo qiao chatted about past memories and the silver whistle, it kinda get.. well.. sad luh LOL. My tear ALMOST dropped. Blame them!
And recently I watched the Korean drama Secret Garden! One word to describe this drama - INVINCIBLE!!!!! Not invisible, but invincible!! This show is still my top pai hang bang leh! DK how many times I almost shed my tears, how many times I really cried watching this show.. DAMN IT SCREW ME. Just a drama man!
I've been waiting for the server to online for super longgggggg already! what's keeping the staff to correct the SQL and Database?? Uhhhhh I wanna buy some 10% scroll for 1 hand sword for att to scroll my sabre!!
Aw my maid had been cooking for the past month and I ate a lot....... kinda she bu de the wastage of the food LOL.. But I can't eat too much... I'll get fat arrrr!! I need to..(NO) I MUST DO FITS UP EXERCISE SOON!!!!!! I'll not gu fu my tummy de!
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AmaranthineAlways
Monday, August 15, 2011 Y
XiangRong, let your wild side shine through. Wear the wackiest thing in your closet. Be fanciful and outlandish.
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AmaranthineAlways
